Two Things.

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We are...
And
I am not...


That is all.

Christmas List

01 Blueberry candle
Chocolate Covered cherries
Jelly Belly Jelly Beans

Hidden Posts

01 I decided today to make some of my posts hidden. If people want to read them, that is ok... it's just that I want to know who reads them... if that makes any sense.

I got the phone call that i had been waiting for... Things are a bit better now. Thank You for calling, you know who you are.

EDIT: Posts are not hidden anymore.

More numbers...

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11-22-07
11 and 22 are both devine numbers.
20 days
7:32pm
7 and 32...

Accepting the current circumstances just as they are is your key to happiness.

Thank you for calling.
Thank you for being my friend...

If I wern't

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A Vegetarian.

I realized that sometimes I miss eating meat,
because it limits the amount of new foods I have the chance to try.

For Him...

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Shuffle 3 Times
Cut the Deck Once
Draw the top card:

2 of Wands
Separation. Regret.
Unexpected Event


...maybe...

Pictures Of My Nephews

01

Here are a few of the pictures
that I took of my Nephews
when I brought them into my work
and did Christmas pictures

I love these so much!

:)

Swim Suit...

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The swimsuit i fell in love with today... :)
They didn't have the size i needed though...
XS was too a bit too tight.
Plus it is $128
So I probably wouldn't have bought it even if they had my size


Matt thinks it makes me look funny... :(

So... What Now?

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Shuffle 3 times
Cut the Deck 3 different ways
Draw the top card:

The Fool
Chaos. Haste. Breathlessness. Loss.
Rebellion against conventions.
New Experiences. Rash action. Effort

I still Need more insight...
Draw Bottom Card:

Knave of Pentacles
Dark haired young man. Need for intellectual effort.
Uncertain promotion. Lightness.
Costly extravagance. Loss at gambling.



I know I shouldn't rush into anything right now, but everything in me is telling me I need to do something. If I do rush into this before I know all of the whys, won't the outcome just be the same...I feel like I know what I want, but in the end what will the cost be? It would all be easier if the Dark haired young man would answer his stinking phone.

New Website

01 I am starting to work on a new website... a companion site for my blog hopefully. Something that has the same layout... if i can figure out the coding to make my ideas a reality it will be really cool... hopefully :)

Call Him...

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I've got some stuff that has been on my mind constantly lately, and i have been debating on whether or not to make a phone call to a specific friend... i grabbed my tarot deck and used the numbers that have been showing up constantly as part of my shuffling the cards... here were the results.

shuffle 7 times
cut the deck 3 times
Draw top card:
The Lovers

Indecision, A Painful Choice. Physical attraction.
Infatuation. Elegance. Coquetry. Artistic Sense. Love Triangle

One Reason:
11-3-07


I think i have a phone call to make...

Damn my indecisiveness and infatuation with numbers and oracles...



EDIT: I made the phone call... no answer. I left another message.

Decided to draw the second card in the pile of my tarot cards...
It was calling to me, Turns out to be:

7 of boulders
Worry. Impatience. Distrust.
Desire for and fear of exposure and love

...Had to be a seven...

DAMN NUMBERS!

Morbid Series Photoshoot

01 This is a Photoshoot that I modeled for to help you my friend Stephanie and her friend Brian.... It was fun, and extremely amusing.

If you want to see any of the pictures larger, just click on them. :)

323 Days.

01 323 days, 2 hours, 48 minutes and 20 seconds can be converted to one of these units:

* 27,917,300 seconds
* 465,288 minutes (rounded down)
* 7754 hours (rounded down)
* 46 weeks (rounded down)


So, that is how long i have had my dreads for. The start time is calculated from the time that my first picture with a full head of dreads was taken at.

I can't believe how incredibly much my dreads have changed since i got them! CRAZY!

I love them more and more each day.








Calculations From Timeanddate.com

First Entry

01 My back is still driving me crazy. It hurts, it is stiff and it sucks. I hate that this had to go and happen when everything was finally going really good. School was good. Work was good. Life was good. Now I feel like everything is falling to pieces again. Like i can't do anything right.

School is all messed up now, because i can't even think/focus enough to get any of the work done that my teachers have been nice enough to get together for me. My grades were all A's and B's. Now, i don't know if i am going to be able to get them back up there by the end of the semester. UGH

Other stuff has been getting screwed up as well. LIFE! UGH!